Anonymous asked: So a cop, a racist, and a murderer walk into a bar. And that's just the first guy.
I get this joke.
Protip: don’t read about the Big One / the Puente Hills fault / the Sierre Madre fault / the San Andreas fault a month before heading back to SoCal
People who say “What about black-on-black crime?” in conversations about police racism are like people who say “Men get raped too!” in conversations about violence against women. They don’t actually CARE. They’re not working to support male rape victims or decrease intraracial crime. They just want to shout over you until you stop talking.
I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of forevers.
We have both known loss like the sharp edges of a knife. We have both lived with lips more scar tissue than skin.
Our love came unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up on asking love to come.
I think that has to be part of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms will bandage and we will press promises between us like flowers in a book. I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat on your skin. I will write novels to the scar of your nose. I will write a dictionary of all the words I have used trying to describe the way it feels to have finally, finally found you.
And I will not be afraid of your scars.
I know sometimes it’s still hard to let me see you in all your cracked perfection, but please know:
Whether it’s the days you burn more brilliant than the sun or the nights you collapse into my lap, your body broken into a thousand questions, you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.